MY FEELING

I HAPPY BECAUSE HV U ALL (MY FRIENDS)
I SAD BECAUSE I WASTE MY TIME
I GLAD I AM STILL HAVING A LOT OF FRIENDS
I CRAZY BECAUSE I STILL DO NOT KNOW WHAT I AM THINKING ABOUT
I EMO BECAUSE I DO NOT KNOW WHAT CAN I DO NOW
MY LIFE IS HALF COLOURFUL HALF IS BLANK
I CANNOT STAND BY MYSELF RIGHT NOW
I NEED SOMEONE TO HELP
BUT THE PPL SURE NOT YOU ANYMORE
YOU KNOW THE REASON
WHAT YOU HAVE DID
BECAUSE U NO BELIEVE ME
THIS IS THE CONCLUSION THAT I CAN SAY
DO NOT SO RUSH
RUSH WILL DIE FASTER
I REALLY HAPPY SOME TIME WHEN I SCOLD YOU
BUT AFTER SCOLD SAD AGAIN
ME REALLY CRAZY
BUT I LIKE THIS FEELING AT THIS MOVEMENT
HAHA NOBODY KNOW WHAT I AM THINKING N DOING
EXCTUALLY ME ALSO DUNO WHAT I AM DOING TOO
SOMETIME I WISH I CAN JUST SLP
THEN DO NOT WAKE UP ANYMORE
BUT MY FRIENDS TOLD ME
THIS IS IMPOSIBBLE
U MUST FACE IT
SO I WILL BE BRAVE N I WOULD NOT LOSE
YOUR R THE LOSER
LOSER LOSER LOSER

LAST TIME

NOV 30th 2008 - DEC 25th 2009
IS THE END FOR ME
I WOULD NOT THINK IT ANYMORE
BYE TO MY MEMORY WITH MY X
OUR MEMORY WILL END LIKE THIS BECAUSE OF YOUR NAGETIVE THINKING
N MY FRIENDLY N ACTIVE HABIT
NOW WE R FREE
NO MORE FEELING
PLS A WAKE FOR NOW
BULL SHIT

A TOUCH DAY

THE 1ST TIME I FEEL WARM

WHY I SAY THAT

BECAUSE THIS WEEK I FACE FANICAL PROBLEM

NO MONEY PAY BILL

NO MONEY PAY RENTAL

NO MONEY PAY MY CAR PETROL

EVEN NOT ENOUGHT MONEY TO EAT

BUT MY FRIENDS TODAY MAKE FEEL TOUCH

I DONOT HV ENOUGHT MONEY

MY POCKET ONLY LEFT 2 RINGGIT

ONE PLATE OF ECONOMY RICE I ALSO CANNOT PAY IT

ONE OF MY FRIENDS HELP ME TO PAY IT

ME FEEL VERY PAISEH LE

WHO KNOW THAT MY FRIENDS STILL SHARE DRINK FOR ME

ME SAY TO MY FRIENDS I WANT CRY LIAO

AFTER THAT WE WAN GO SHOPPING

ME SAY OMG I DUN NOT MAKE UP ALSO SO ULGY WAN GO SHOPPING

WHEN TO SHOPPING I N MY FRIENDS JUST KEEP WALK WALK

THEN ME HELP MY FRIENDS SEE CLOTHES N BAG

IN THE HALF WAY ONE OF MY FRIEND'S FRIEND WAN TREAT US EAT

ME FEEL SHOCK

WA HV PPL WAN TREAT US EAT

SIOK LIAO BUT HOWEVER ME ALSO CANNOT DO LIKE THIS TO THAT PPL

SO ME JUST CALL A DRINK ONLY

BECAUSE WE HV MORAL VALUE DE

WAKAKA

AFTER THAT WE GO TING TING

HAHA MY FRIEND TREAT ME PLAY

ME FEEL SAD BECAUSE ALWAYS ME GO TING TING PLAY ME WILL USE MY OWN MONEY TO CHANGE TOKEN

BUT THIS TIME I DO NOT HV ANY POWER ANYMORE

HV FEEL LITTLE BIT SAD

BUT HAPPY WE PLAY BIT THE NYAMUK GAME NEW GAME

AFTER THAT WE GO PASAR MALAM

WE WALK N WALK DUN WAN EAT WHAT AT ALL

AFTER THAT WE SHARE OUR FOOD TOGETHER

BUT ONE UNCLE BOB, ONE PEARL MILK TEH, THREE BANG ZHANG KHUI, ONE PACK ONE KEROPOK

THEN WE SHARE TOGETHER

I FEEL WARM

LONG TIME DID NOT DO SUCH THIS THINGS ARD

AFTER THAT I GO TO MY FRIEND HOUSE HELP ME STICK THE WALL PAPER

VERY VERY NICE CANTIL MOLEK

AFTER THAT I WHEN TO MY BEST FRIEND HOSTEL JIA WEN LO

HE TREAT ME MOU TOU

ME EAT UNTIL WAN VOMIT JOR

BUT VERY SIOK LONG TIME NO EAT UNTIL WAN VOMIT

AFTER THAT ONE OF MY FRIENDS TREAT ME EAT SWEET HAHA

LI JIA LO, SHE CANNOT SLP THEN SHE ASK ME N JIA WEN WAN EAT SWEET BOR

BIG TOP SWEET

AFTER THAT ME N JIA WEN NTG TO DO WE DECRATE THE LIVING ROOM

A NON STOP NITE

A HAPPY AND TRIED NITE
WHEN TO MY JUNIOR HOME HV A SMALL SMALL PARTY

ALOUGHT FEW PPL BUT IS QUITE FUN ALSO
BECAUSE ME IS A PPL EASY SO BECOME SS
STARTING ME STILL ACT VERY NORMAL N NOT VERY FRIENDLY

TIME BY TIME

I FEEL BORING

THEN FINALLY I JOIN WILL MY JUNIOR CRAZY TOGETHER

WE PLAY POKER
CHANGE GIFT

I GET A GREEN PENGUIN

MY JUNIOR LAUGH ME
ME SWT

WE PLAY UNTIL 12AM
THEN I BACK TO PREPARE MY THINGS THEN GO BACK TO PENANG HOSTEL

IVAN AND WHY

WHY AND JEN

AFTER FINISH ASSIGMENT

MY DOG AH BU

I LOVE U

MY PET NAME CALL AH BU
MY 1ST DOG IN MY LIFE
MY BABY
I LIKE IT VERY MUCH
I VERY MISS HIM
HE IS ABOUT 3-4 MONTH ONLY
STILL A PUPPY
SMALL BABY
AH BU I LOVE U
U STILL REMEMBER ME ???
I AM YOUR OWNER
YOUR CRAZY OWNER
HELP U BATH
BRING U GO TO COLLEGE
N SKIP CLASS BRING U GO OUT
BUY YOUR FOOD TO YOU
U STILL REMEMBER ME MA???
I AM YOUR OWNER
AH BU I MISS YOU
AH BU I LOVE YOU
MY CUTE N NAUGHT DOG
MISS U SO MUCH

AN EMO NITE

CRAZY A WHOLE NITE
NO SLP AT ALL
BECOS I DUN NOT LIKE TO STAY AT MY HOSTEL ROOM
ALONE VERY BORING AND VERY HATE THAT FEELING
SO I WHEN OUT AND DRIVE MY CAR
FOR A SMALL SMALL TRIP IN PENANG
FEEL VERY EMO
WHY !!! BECAUSE LONG TIME DID NOT HV THIS LONELY FEELING
AND ALSO FREEDOM FEELING
SO FEEL HAPPY N ALSO EMO
LITTLE BIT SAD
BUY VERY HAPPY
I THINK ME CAN CONTROL MINE FEELING ARD
NOT LIKE B4 ALWAYS CRY AND ANGRY
NOW FEEL THAT EVERYDAY HV A LOT OF EVENT
I FEEL HAPPY N ALSO EMO
BECAUSE I TOTALY DUNO WAT I AM DOING~~
HAHA
TERRIBLE
BUT HAPPY THINGS IS I AREADY THINK OUT OF MIND
NOT LIKE B4 SO NORROW MIND
WHATEVER IT IS AN EMO NITE
BUT THIS IS FUN
I LIKE THIS FEEL
WO WO WO ~~~

LAST TIME???

A TERRIBLE NITE
FIGHT WITH MY BEST
WE KNOW EACH OTHER ARD 1 YEAR ++
THIS IS THE 1ST TIME I PUNCH IT
I FEEL SAD
BECOS EVERYTIME I FIGHT WITH IT
I DID NOT HURT IT SO HARD
BUT THIS TIME I HURT IT VERY HARD
IS THIS MEANS I STILL CARE ABOUT IT
OR ME CANNOT BALANCE MYSELF
IS MY PROBLEM
OR I TOO OVER CARE ABOUT THIS THINGS?
IS MY STUPID
NO PPL WILL CARE ABOUT IT
SAME NO PPL WILL CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE
IZIT THE LAST TIME WE MEET TOGETHER???

SCARY NITE

ACTUALLY IS A BORING NITE
NO EVENT AT ALL
STAY AT HOSTEL LIKE CRAZY GUY
SUDDENLY
MY FRIEND CALL ME GO OUT EAT
SO WE WHEN MCD
AFTER THAT WE START OUR PLAN
HV A ONE NITE TRIP IN PENANG
STARTING WE VERY BORING
DUNO WAN GO WHERE
ONE OF MY FRIEND GV SOME IDEA
GO TO SEE A GUA ~~~
WAO
SO WE WHEN UPPER PENANG ROAD TO HUNTING A GUA
WE SAW A LOT OF A GUA
ME FEEL VERY TERRIBLE
THE A GUA WEAR LIKE SHIT ~~~
ME WAN VOMIT
WHEN I SAW A A GUA WEARING LESS CLOTH
OMG ME GOING TO FALL
MOREOVER THE A GUA STAND TOO NEAR TO OUR CAR
ME SCARE THE GUA ATTACK ME
ME SCREAM BECOS SCARE THE A GUA
WAO
WHATEVER IT IS NICE TO HV THIS EXPERIENCE
BUT ME CANNOT ACCPECT IT

A BORING EVENING

NOW IS 8.07PM
A BORING EVENING
WHY IT IS A BORING EVENING
BECAUSE ALL MY FRIENDS HV EVENT
SOME GO BACK HOMETOWN
SOME GO SHOPPING
SOME GO CINEMA
SOME GO PLAY GAME
SOME GO LOVE LOVE LOVE
HAIZ
LEFT ME ALONE AT HOSTEL
VERY VERY VERY BORED
BUT WHAT CAN I DO ???
CHAT AT MSN
MOREOVER I HV CREATE A NEW ACC
FACEBOOK
IT IS QUITE BORING
NTG INTRESTING AT ALL
BUT BECAUSE OF BORING
SO I PLAY FACEBOOK
FOR RELEASE MY OVER BORING TIME
WISH LATER I HV A NEW
HAPPY EVENT COMING~~~

THE 1ST DAY

BYE BYE TO ALL MY OLD MEMORY

10/12/09

IS THE 1ST DAY

I START MY NEW LIFE

AND IS THE 1ST DAY I FORGET SOMEONE

EVERY THING WILL BE FINE

EVERY THING WILL BE THE SAME LIKE B4

WHATEVER IT IS NO EASY

BUT I HV NO CHOICE

I NEED TO CHANGE MY LIFE STYLE

WITHOUT A PEOPLE PROTECT

WITHOUT A PEOPLE CARE

WITHOUT A PEOPLE LOVE ME

WITHOUT A PEOPLE FETCH ME

WITHOUT A PEOPLE HAPPY WITH ME

WITHOUT A PEOPLE PLAY WITH ME

WITHOUT A PEOPLE RENT ME A SHOULDER TO CRY

WITHOUT A PEOPLE STAY BESIDE ME WHEN I AM IN TROUBLE

ALL THOSE THIS WILL BE COME ZERO

START FROM 2DAY

GOOD BYE ALL MY MEMORY

WITHOUT U I STILL NEED TO ALIVE IN THIS WORLD

I WILL CARE MY SELF

WISH U R THE SAME WITH ME